Things are looking up. I might even get to live with my boyfriend next year. OMG that would be so amazing. I cannot even begin to tell you how great it would be if we could just live together and be happy. wow. The community college I am hoping to attend next year is 13 minutes from UVa. So...maybe just maybe this one time, everything will just fall into place. Possibly not....but maybe. I'm TERRIFIED to get my hopes up. but at the same time, I really want to be happy...I really want to be excited, i want to live with him. And then I want to marry him...I want to be all grown up with him..